We run?

I am cursed

or

I put the curse on myself

to delve into

electronically

unnatural

unsocial

behavior

I just want to

communicate

non electronically

with both my

feet on the ground

with the people

I see

standing here

or passing by

For me
speed is a curse

I send email

and text messages

but it only strips me from presence
even hurts

even though
it did give me some lessons

Confusion is thick

Nearness tricks

Honesty is
all I long for