I know I loved you
You knew too
I've always been to clumsy
when it comes to manlihood
I would
if I could
Love and treat you like
women likes
but that's not possible
for me
It's like I'm diseased
and it's not alright
I'm not the man I truly am
and wanna be
I'm not the man I truly am
and wanna be
I am strong and not
anymore will
I be letting people kick
me around
But patterns continue so
I am the one still beating
myself
and killing
self-confidence
I'm not the man I truly am
and wanna be
I'm not the man I truly am
and wanna be