Sometimes I'm in trouble when it comes to sex
Is it 'cause of doubt in me or from what others expect?
Is it fear of loosing control?
Is it unclear how to connect it with love
I know control is simply illusion
and that creation sure is real
This fear that I now have
is it from something the male part of me
cannot yet truly grab and therefore is confused by this feeling
saying sex is to steal?
Something still not fully embraced?
Perhaps it's doubting the moment
not trusting to open
as honesty needs no force?
